Yes, I listened and I got the answer
How many times we say goodbye before realizing
the effects of what we have done so misleading?
How many words have been dropped and written
and been said and done that threaten?

Goodbye...the saddest word to say, I know
Who will dare to say goodbye somehow,
when there's good memories and good thoughts shared
that will hold you back and you know you have cared?

But for the very first time, I have uttered the word
Trully, too much pain can lead someone to say goodbye,
Or this is the way on how to escape from the present situation?
Or a word that you know it will hurt the concern one for his desperation?

I listened to my heart though...
And infact I got the answer through,
It made me strong, broaden my mind
Realizing that saying goodbye isn't the last word
It is how you deal with it, I suppose.

To turn back or to move on...?
I must Listen to my heart is calling...

thinking of you makes me sad
being with you makes me glad
how come i feel these things
gosh i just want to scream

why is it that im sad when we talk
but so happy when we walk
why are you in my head
as i lay down for bed

why do i feel so torn apart
in my sad and lonely heart
you could've been my hero
instead turned out to be a zero

why dont you get just how i feel
maybe i should just deal
with the fact that you don't dare
to say that you care . . .

If u care to someone Just say it to him or her
Because u wont know what will happen in da Future....-,-
Who'll know if There is a deep dark Tunnel of sorrow waiting. . .
Dont Hope too much La~

My eyes can'T lie

My sad eyes

My sad eyes
blurred by tears
heart broken
by the world they now see

My sad eyes
now look down
afraid to look upon
all thats black

My sad eyes
full of aqua blue
the whitest of white
so wonderess
yet so pained

My sad eyes
the all seeing
the all feeling
the all knowing

My sad eyes
one tear holds
a hundred diffrent reasons for there saddness

My sad eyes
please someone wipe away the hurt...

The strength to rise from the pain,
to continue at all cost,
The strength to prolong all the shame,
Knowing that you've lost,
The strength to smile, when all you feel is anger,
to substitute bad days, for the best ones you can remember,
The strength to say 'I'm lost' when your pride has blocked your sight,
to say 'please love me', though I've never done it right,
The strength to say you love them, knowing there may be no reply,
to stay by their sides at times, when all they do is cry,
the strength to try again after many times of failing,
to finally open up after many years of waiting,
The strength to fall in love, though sacrificing your heart,
to keep a loved one close while knowing you've grown apart,
The strength to say ' I love you' when all else has gone wrong,
to keep on waiting.....

Im Sacrifice To give U a way to faith . . .

Leave me upon the cross to bleed
Leave me in the tomb where I rest
Let me begin from the beginning
Where nothing is everything
& my faith is blank

Like a piece of paper torn
Between this and that
& left as ash
this is where I will rest

Bleed me out for your faith
Just bleed me out
& use me to clean the sins
All cause I am a believer
Of something you don't get

Leave me a Scar in this heart
Leave me on this rope where I hang
Let me tell you the story
From where I am
& my faith remain blank

Ripped of my pride
& robbed of my design
Left with nothing
For your faith

Bleed me out for your faith
Just bleed me out
& use me to clean the sins
All cause I am a believer
Of something you don't

Bleed me out for your faith
Just bleed me out
& use me to clean the sins
All cause I am a believer
Of something different from u


"If this is the way that u want to take and if This is the best Way for you, Don't mind me..
Am I hurt? Yes I am but at least for your own good Its ok...."
That Words always come out from my mouth before I get a broken heart....
Have I do the right thing? Or I were wrong?
Should I release if I had A love that says she want to be free or she must choose the other?
Im Always torn apart after this part, But nobody can get to see the tears I cry....
I thought Because I wanna make her Happy I will keep struggling for it,
But still U say "I wanna be free, I wanna be with . . . . ."
Time can Heal A wound In Our Heart but time cant Heal The scar. . .
U know why people can commit suicide when they found their heart are broken?
Beacuse U can get true peace After Death..... Its Up to you to believe or not . . .

Maybe My heart are Made to Be broken. . .

At night
At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I....
But in the morning I realize it was all
At Night . . .

Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan. . .

Alone with you is where I long to be too
Alone together is the place where we should be
Alone without your words
it's you that I miss too

Alone I feel your touch
Alone today just feel like too much
Alone I don't want you to feel
Alone soon I hope you will not be

Alone and it's you I barely know
Alone a while longer and I will come to you
Alone this hunger that makes you ache
Alone this feeling my flesh can't hardly take

Alone this feeling soon you won't have to take
Alone with you I know will be home for me
Alone with you soon will come true
Alone you kiss me goodbye in your mind
Alone but your heart beats with mine

Alone and why is timing so unkind
Because with me, alone you will not find

Fragile how you are, strong and patient you will find
You I need, wait for me and alone you will not be .....^^: